ON MY OWN

See all those people on the ground
Wasting time
I try to hold it all inside
But just for tonight
The top of the world
Sitting here wishing
The things I've become
That something is missing
Maybe I...
But what do I know

And now it seems that I have found
Nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
Slow it down, slow it down
Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing it all

Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing it all .

If It Kills Me

Spring , summer and winter falls ,
They are shining likes you ,
Our love is so divine ,
Lets make it more shine .

Peoples come and peoples go ,
I don't want to lose you,
Please stay with me forever ,
Cause only you can make me feel better.

Sometimes i'm tired with all this ,
I try to figure out how to solve it ,
But if it kills me ,
There's nothing left behind .

Past

I started to missing my school time. I miss my friends and i miss my beloved teachers . Sometimes i feel 5 years running so fast. But why it is too fast ?. This great moment only comes once in a life. Some teens might says school time is the worst thing in their life , but i'm telling you the truth, for me school time is not the worst thing in life. Maybe i don't know how your school time, but my school time is the best ever memories i had in my life. From kindergarten, primary school, and untill the secondary school , i'm going through all this part with greatest moment and histories.

<>I miss you guys damn damn so much !!>

I Felt A Loving Spirit Suddenly

I felt a loving spirit suddenly,
Past a long slumber, in my heart arise;
From far away then Love I seemed to see,
So glad, I could his face ill recognize.

He told me "Do your best to honor me",
and laughter in each word I did surmise.
With my lord there, I was still eagerly
watching his steps, when I, to my surprise,

Saw lady Vanna and lady Beatrice
Coming towards me, where I still was standing -
One bliss pursuing still another bliss.

And - here is what I am reminded of -
Love said "The first is Springtime, but the second
resembles me so much, her name is Love.

A New Beginning

Hey hey , it's me. I have compeleted my mission, but dont know whether it success or not. It's been a long time i didn't post for a blog. Now ,i'm free to do anything what i want. Maybe not for a long time, but i think it is enough for me to have fun =). I have no idea what to do now, i'm just stay at home and be a day dreamer.

I'm planning to apply for part-time job and maybe i'll start working on January 2010. First time working gonna be a great experience in my life and i don't know whether it is fun or not. Nevermind , the most important thing is i gain money, my true money =P. I don't have any story to share anymore , so untill here i wrote. Adios .